simple statements from rae

i just hate dumb people

Mon, 17 Oct 2011 13:54:58 -0400

i just hate dumb people

Come on board on the bored train!

Mon, 03 Oct 2011 17:20:24 -0400

I have yet to write a two page paper I was just notified of.I would rather tear my tired eyeballs out than look up something I have no use of knowing.

Status:Currently,stuck in the library

Time:5:16 pm (DOA)

Needs:A pair of headphones,a large cola slurpee,and a nap

Fears:People touching me while I nap in a cubicle,leaving my items to use the restroom,and my ADD reaching level 10 of critical

Definitely not tired,but just sitting here is making me tired.

I hope I can learn to live without you…I just don’t see this happening.I’m sorry.

Wed, 07 Sep 2011 00:48:11 -0400

I hope I can learn to live without you…I just don’t see this happening.I’m sorry.

56.

Wed, 07 Sep 2011 00:43:29 -0400

You should have been.

If you leave your ass hanging out it is only decent of me to rate it on a 1-10 scale

Fri, 19 Aug 2011 23:08:55 -0400

If you leave your ass hanging out it is only decent of me to rate it on a 1-10 scale

Bitches get starry eyed,its like their on another planet…

Fri, 19 Aug 2011 17:34:10 -0400

Bitches get starry eyed,its like their on another planet…

When I go to cali,I may never come back.

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 08:51:16 -0400

When I go to cali,I may never come back.

Strong walls shake but never collapse.

Tue, 16 Aug 2011 08:50:53 -0400

Strong walls shake but never collapse.

alien

Sat, 06 Aug 2011 16:40:29 -0400

being different and an outcast,no one will understand until it happens.

stopping everything then starting to ask all these questions…

i look at my world as a video with everyone moving around me,and i remain still.every day i think the same thought,why?

i don’t like these fluffy songs to fist pump to,i don’t want to shake my ass to that new music video.i just want to sit or sleep & no one understands.every day i think about my life,and what my life really has been.sunlight comes and goes…i wake up wondering when this will change.a fly on the wall,an alien,another wave in the ocean…i see everything go by.most are consumed with their next drink,their next fuck,what they will wear tonight…being 21.i smile because its much easier than getting asked what’s wrong every day.i think of ways to break away,its just easier.life would be easier if you were here to hear me

we spoke on a wednesday-

we spoke on a wednesday,and i thought nothing of it

we spoke on a wednesday,and when we spoke you made me feel how i always have-the comforting tone that was always in your voice made me know you’d be alright.

the way you made me laugh,i just wish it wasn’t my last.

i thought we’de speak tomorrow,and the day after that.

but we didn’t speak thursday,and you were taken from me friday night.

i just wish you were back,so we could speak on a wednesday

i’ll always love you,and i’ll love every wednesday

for we spoke on a wednesday,and that was the last time we both said,”i love you.”

& we meant it.

i don’t want to do monday,cause it is proof that you’re gone.i wish i could hold on to every word you ever said to me.i just want to sleep for days

Are you being serious?

Sun, 31 Jul 2011 11:37:53 -0400

Are you being serious when you bullshit me?

Photo

Sun, 31 Jul 2011 09:33:04 -0400

I miss our golfing days too

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 01:07:40 -0400

I miss our golfing days too

My first time texting my Dad.miss you every day

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 00:50:05 -0400

My first time texting my Dad.miss you every day

Lol to all men,just lol

Mon, 18 Jul 2011 19:54:00 -0400

Lol to all men,just lol

Michael jackson influences me to do things

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 19:56:37 -0400

Michael jackson influences me to do things

We live in a wheel,where everyone steals and when we rise its like strawberry fields.

Mon, 20 Jun 2011 17:11:34 -0400

We live in a wheel,where everyone steals and when we rise its like strawberry fields.

Talk about water wings! Picture of my guardian angel with a wave...

Fri, 17 Jun 2011 10:35:00 -0400

Talk about water wings! Picture of my guardian angel with a wave crashing into him.Looks like wings to me. My angel.

Lol..looking a mess

Fri, 17 Jun 2011 10:13:25 -0400

Lol..looking a mess

"Gosh she’s a selfish cunt."

Thu, 16 Jun 2011 19:09:44 -0400

“Gosh she’s a selfish cunt.”

- Rachel (via ladyladyington)

This was my Dad’s 1966 Fender Mustang.This guitar meant...

Thu, 16 Jun 2011 19:05:00 -0400

This was my Dad’s 1966 Fender Mustang.This guitar meant the world to him.When I was a kid I used to strum this guitar and imagine myself being an amazing shredder just like my Dad.In 2010 my Dad got this guitar switched back from a lefty (which he was) back to a righty so I could play it.My Dad got a new paint job and of course strings.This past December when I went to visit my Dad,I got to play this guitar and jam out with him on his ESP.I couldn’t take the guitar home or ship it due to it’s price value…according to my Dad.It wasn’t till I went down after his passing that my sister & I bought a plane seat for the guitars we brought back…ocd much?If anything were to happen to that guitar…I’d probably lose myself.Thinking about that time just sitting and jamming with my Dad is a memory I shall never forget.I lost my Dad three weeks ago tomorrow evening.Not a single day goes by that I don’t feel the pain of his loss or miss his voice on the phone.Of all my guitars the Mustang is obviously my favorite.Music,it’s such a simple thing to most people but to my Dad & I..music was the axis of our relationship.There are so many songs and genres that just remind me of him.When I pop my headphones in,its like he’s there.

I love you Dad.You were taken from me before I got to say good bye,before you got to see me graduate college,before you got to see me go into the navy,before you got to walk me down the aisle,before we got to go so many places,share more memories,and before we got to say I love you one more time.If at times,I have failed in showing you the love and appreciation which you so worthily deserved;if I have been thoughtless and ungrateful;I ask to be forgiven.I recall all of your years of unselfish devotion,kindness,love and encouragement which you showed me during your life.You rejoiced in my achievements,you guided me in my perplexities,and strengthened me in my trials and disappointments.I carry you in my heart every day,and I am not without you,any where I may travel you will be there with me.I love you.